My story :(

I hope since this is a community it's ok to share my personal utube link.
And most impiimporta my life...
I've been known for many things on toram since alpha but no one knows who I truelly am or what I'm truelly going through and also
Battling some heavy demons.
So I wanted to share it all with you and as days progress I'll fill my channel with more and truethfull videos about dealing with depression and personnel losses.
I don't want sympathy just to show people there not alone on this topic.
We all escape reality into games for our own reasons this is mine.
Hope you all enjoy it I'll upload more every day. Love an old relic with a terrible past.