Something on my mind

Sometimes letting go isn't something you want to do but something you have to do and just hope the other person will be okay. If you must do so to try to make yourself feel better then call me a liar, call me a fake, call me a jerk, call me a baka, say you hate me or even tell yourself I hate you. I had to choose and made a promise. As long as someone else has my heart I won't ever be someone else's but theirs ^~^

p.s. I'm starting to realize caring too much causes more pain then not caring at all. I already forgave you

Take care

 

*call me a baka*
Barzeft-2017

 

Can I do all of those even though they're probably (idk maybe they are ) not true?

More seriously
Idk why you'd apologize for keeping a promise you made to someone you care about. If you upset someone by having a life outside of the game, that's their problem, not yours
Anyway, take care and best wishes (even though i never really knew you)

 

You can if you want to and I'm not quitting it's just something I needed to say. My emotions can be confusing at times and lots of things I do usually end up hurting myself. It's usually better to not try to understand me and at times ignore me ^^

 

Ah see, misunderstandings xD

It's good to get things out though, and I think everyone has weird emotions

 

Cheer up bud... It seems your kinda depressed lately...

Idk what really happened...
Friends, family, lovers... A simple chat is the best way to clear things up; may it be to mend the gap, to properly settle things or to move on... It may be called a "simple chat" but its always the heaviest and the hardest to the one who's hurt the most; but hey, at least after it all, it may put everyone's heart at ease...

But if they don't wanna talk try to clear up your mind of it, call your best bud, your father, or anyone who will lend you an ear; tell em all your frustrations, its your choice if you wanna do it over booze or whatnots, as long as you wash it all up...

Or if your the type who forgets after chat and booze... Maybe some of those stress relief music you like, pump em on a full blast bass and stereo and sing your heart out... If you know a karaoke box it works too...

 

Thanks Hatred ^^ the booze doesn't really help and I have a hard time forgetting much of anything(problem with having a good memory that lots of people are amazed by who I've talked to) but the music, talking to a loved one and hugs help at least a bit. I've tried talking to two other friends but one got confused an didn't know how to respond and the other told me they were happy things are getting better with my lover but sorry I lost a friend.

 

*cough*I totally agree with both of em*cough* A simple conv could turn your life upside down I have an idea of why your stressed not 100% sure though but Try to talk to them and clear up misunderstandings*cough* ps. No im not sick ¬¬